I should have been, or, Oh that I had been ! and so in the following branch, Oh that I had been carried! For why should not these verbs of the future tense be so rendered here, as that Job 10:18 is, the reason being wholly the same?
Related Commentaries of Job 10:19
Job 10:19
19 I should have been as though I had not been; I should have been carried from the womb to the grave.