I desire to be present with you now, and to change my voice; for I stand in doubt of you. х eethelon (G2309) de (G1161), without an (G302)] 'I could indeed wish.' If circumstances permitted, I would gladly be with you.
Now - as I was twice already. Speaking face to face is so much more effective toward loving persuasion than writing (2 John 1:12; 3 John 1:13).
Change my voice - as a mother (Galatians 4:19); laying side the severity heretofore in this letter: adapting my tone to what I saw in person your case might need.
I stand in doubt of you, х aporoumai (G639) en (G1722) humin (G5213)] - 'I am perplexed about you' (literally, in your case), namely, how to deal with you, gently or severely, to bring you back to the right path.