My soul is weary of my life; I will leave my complaint upon myself; I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.
I will leave my complaint upon myself - rather, 'I will give loose to my complaint' х siychiy (H7879), to let free; to give loose rein to] - "I will not refrain my mouth; I will speak in the anguish of my spirit; I will complain in the bitterness of my soul" (Job 7:11). Upon myself. "Now my soul poured out upon me" (Job 30:16; Psalms 42:4-5).